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Real

It was only the end of May …

So what more has there been … in that little time … from those days before … just he and I in our strange embrace … such far flung friends … lovers so long lost to the in between …

Still I am his … and he is mine … we share our secrets …

September I saw him … bright eyes and that ready smile … just out of surgery … the best trip of all in some ways …

A chance to care … for the one who cared … a chance to speak of love and know its reasons …

But also there has been summer … the revelation he sent me to … my world of discovery … his vicarious place in the back of my mind … the ever present guide …

Community … friends … belonging … adventure … life …

All that life I never lived …

The Dom who vetted me … a new strike of lightening … as though recognition was always as easy as that … he teaches me now too … bit by bit … drawing me into the place of the real … as my One watches over … and smiles …

That’s my bitch …

Permission asked … permission granted … and so I live and learn …

There are munches … and parties … and dungeons in basements … beach trips … and laughter … and dancing …

There is time to explore …

Straight … gay … bi … cross dressing … transgender … leather … queer …

Poly amorous … monogamous … and figuring it out …

Jeans and a t-shirt … the boy next door … Daddy’s sweet princess … and the slut who just simply loves pain ….

The adorable puppy who wags her tail … the one in top hat with years of wisdom … and the young one who plays with knives …

Doms and Dommes both … subs of all sorts … switches … and plain kinky too …

We’ve got them all … that all is we …

Floggers and whips … wax and rope … soft as a feather … or meant to sting …

And respect …

No one touches without permission … no one presumes … all bets are off … but you choose your own poison … you define its limits … you set your own stage …

Of course every room must have its pretenders … the one off his rocker … and the newbie still trying to learn …

But just open your mind … let your heart feel the rhythm … and know the home you searched for …

I will always tell stories … it’s what I do … these stories that spring from the things I see and feel …

But now that real is even more real … in the touch of hands … and the dreams we chase … in all we become together …

So follow me Master … there’s so much to know … and I hate to travel alone …

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